Deciding what I really wanted to do, and doing things I have always wanted to do but never dared has felt encouraging. Researching insects led to taking UV photos to see how they see flowers, and to making cardboard flowers with phosphorescent paint to see if they would be attracted to them. However, by studying other artists work I discovered that there are repeated signifiers in my previous work. They centre around transience, transparency, movement, speed and colour, which all relate to ephemerality.
During Lockdown, I had a growing awareness of the nature of the transience of life – my tulips dying, my cat dying, the growing numbers of daily deaths due to Covid19, writing letters to people whose parents had died, my avoidance of writing a will, Cherry blossom appearing (it signifies the ephemerality of life), not to mention my great clear out at home, and having to make decisions about things from my past that have emotional meaning.
I think that there are two outcomes from my Hatchery work. The first image shows the use of a new range of colours and abstraction; and the last image can be viewed as relating to ephemerality.


